Enough of prerequisite. keeping that aside, 'I' was initially associated with "US" so that "we" could identify ourselves amongst "US". Over "time", 'I' started comparing with 'I'. recursively. 'I' sought happiness in "betterment". 'I' literally fought with previous 'I' for this "betterment" .now, "betterment" in what sense, i do not know.
no fear...no sorrow...just the sense of nothingness...
Jiddu Krishnamurti, noted modern philosopher and David Bohm, a noted theoritical Physicist put it this way in their "the ending of time"
...with the end of 'I' or 'me', the psychological time ends. and so, there is no hope. all that is finished, ended. In the ending of it, there is sense of nothingness. and nothingness is this whole universe. ...
...we are trying to find out what happens when the 'I', which is time, has completely come to an end. I believe Buddha is supposed to have said 'Nirvana' and Hindus call is 'Moksha'...
now, what "ending of time" actually means is that its "beginning of something". that something am yet to figure out.
but one thing am sure. when Vyasarajaru asked kanakadasa as to who can attain moksha, kanakadasa rightly said " Naanu Hodare Hodenu". meaning " if 'I' ends, i may go"
